-The album Kingdom Within by The Collector, especially the songs: Dancin' Alone, Awakening, When Rocks Hum, and The Butterfly Collector.
-Reading the psalms in The Message.
-Leaning on Jesus in moments when you want to lean into other people to find affirmation or whatever it is.
-Not drinking vitamin water anymore (i've wasted too much money on finding one that actually tastes good). If it's yummy to you, then i am amazed.
So, i am called and allowed to be myself, the way God made me, and if other people don't accept me that way then i don't need to worry about changing myself (or be frusterated with them). I just need to let it go. After being healed from this, i feel such a big chunk of worry missing from my day. It's so nice. God will provide companions for me and i don't need to go off on a plight change myself in order to gain friend in that backwards way.
-wake up and worry, i just wake up and worry, about how i could do this better,
wake up and worry, i just wake up and worry, about how i could love you better
'cause i'm still shaking like the lights across the water
as i'm fumbling the change others bought my little heart for
and it's true, there is not much left for You..
down crooked streets and winding halls, endless allys, handlaid walls
well, anything for you, anything will do
Your face is like the sun shining in the middle of the day, causing my heavily locked doors to fall into decay.
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