15 minutes.

questionable nonsense
I'd say your actions
have no consequence
if i didn't look deep enough into those fixed eyes.

fixed on mine.

all indications
and all signs
have led me
in a crooked line
towards you.

everything keeps pointing effortlessly, i don't see.

cold fingers
whispers that linger
like the fog in my head
that somehow brought me closer to you.

still somehow fighting the closeness of me. too.

'cause i would like to learn to trust
you
coughing out all the dust
in my lungs
and learn to breath again.
learn to breath in deeply -of You.



end. :)

I do not understand so many things. This Jesus, he is my comforter and friend. Never. leaves. I lose myself inside of him, and find myself there too.
I want a pursuit that is not just for me. I want to love. Others. And Jesus. I want to know what is pleasing to him. but right now i just feel kinda numb.
I will yet praise him, i will lift up my head.
Show me your love.