Monday, May 18, 2009
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
echos, static, reverb, etc.
Oh, all the echos and the static
weave into the same fabric
that inhibits my view
-keeps me from you.
Oh, my mind does not travel in a straight line
stumbling, one half-step out of time
distraction is an easy thing to pursue.
and we both know i'm weak.
i don't wanna think
before i speak
but You are strong in me.
Sunday, May 3, 2009
i do not know or understand the hearts of man.
I'm realizing how much it can hurt to be judged when someone doesn't know your heart. Instead of seeking to know what's up sometimes people just write you off as something you're not. It actually opens my eyes though, to how i probably do that too. Only Jesus can justly judge. So I probably shouldn't even try, just love with wisdom.
Friday, May 1, 2009
run, run, run.
i just need to learn
to stop telling you,
what you need to do.
READ THIS! :) http://www.facebook.com/home.php?#/note.php?note_id=99338432626
Monday, April 27, 2009
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Learning
((---You are jealous for me and want nothing put before You in my life. I submit my will. My weakness. My passions. To You. I don't want to put my desires before Yours. So much. My eyes- be on You. My heart- no idols. ))
Obey, looking at it as one step at a time. Otherwise, I am overwelmed.
I want to obey my parents, and my Jesus. I cry out for help.
I've gotten this picture in my head, of a millstone. God is grinding me. Not grinding me down into little powder thrown into the wind. But grinding me stronger. Situations that press me to trust & press closer to his chest. He is tender too, & kind.
T R U S T. i am realizing, "I'M NOT GOD! WOAH!" for real though, i keep pressing myself to come to resoloutions and decisions and just to figure everything out. The latter i can't do, the first two i don't need to do right now- in multiple situations. There is so much peace (at first i typed 'peach' ha!) in giving everything up to him and leaning on him, instead of my own understanding. My own understanding cannot hold me up.
Hey! I could get dreads and percings and dress artistic-like..but...my identity and security must befound in God, not that..not that at all.
"Instead, become beautiful doing something beautiful for God." -The Message. :)
"I love you LORD
and I lift my voice
to worship you
oh my soul, rejoice.
Take joy my king
in what you hear
may it be a sweet, sweet sound in your ear."
-some wonderful writer.
Obey, looking at it as one step at a time. Otherwise, I am overwelmed.
I want to obey my parents, and my Jesus. I cry out for help.
I've gotten this picture in my head, of a millstone. God is grinding me. Not grinding me down into little powder thrown into the wind. But grinding me stronger. Situations that press me to trust & press closer to his chest. He is tender too, & kind.
T R U S T. i am realizing, "I'M NOT GOD! WOAH!" for real though, i keep pressing myself to come to resoloutions and decisions and just to figure everything out. The latter i can't do, the first two i don't need to do right now- in multiple situations. There is so much peace (at first i typed 'peach' ha!) in giving everything up to him and leaning on him, instead of my own understanding. My own understanding cannot hold me up.
Hey! I could get dreads and percings and dress artistic-like..but...my identity and security must befound in God, not that..not that at all.
"Instead, become beautiful doing something beautiful for God." -The Message. :)
"I love you LORD
and I lift my voice
to worship you
oh my soul, rejoice.
Take joy my king
in what you hear
may it be a sweet, sweet sound in your ear."
-some wonderful writer.
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